I don’t know you (yet), but I am pretty sure that you didn’t start your business to work 12 hours per day and feel like you can’t take time off, am I right?
You visualised an easier life, more freedom and flexibility… but all you deal with at the moment is a massive to-do list, tech headaches and the neverending content creation cycle.
I have good news for you though… chances are that you are overcomplicating it.